Twilight Analogies?

So, I just got off the phone with Nate. But he's supposed to call me back. Ugh, this whole deal is just too confusing. I love Aaron, I like Nate. A lot. A lot a lot. Very much. Both of them. I am Bella Swan. Sorry for the Twilight analogy, but it was necessary. I've become a non-fan of the new Twilight age. When the book first came out in 2005. That's when it was great. Actually, I read it in 2006, but whatever. All this new crap about it is just annoying. Especially with the movie. Anyway. I truly am like Bella here. Torn between Edward and Jacob. It's exactly how I feel. Very torn. I should do something with Polyvore for that. It'd be pretty neat. Ughhh. I just really don't know what to do. Because I know I'm not going to be like Bella and never see Jacob again until I get married to Edward and get him mad at me for an uber long time until after Edward and I have our honeymoon and I find out that I'm pregnant and Jacob's still there faithfully waiting, and everyone's even offering me to have kids with Jake instead, and then it turns out the only reason Jacob even cared about me at all was for my kid. Ah, if it were only that simple.

Later,xoxo